Unbearable Agony: A Personal Fight Against the Mysterious Suffering of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It began on a gloomy Monday morning in the autumn of 2016. I worked as a educator, trying to settle a new group of students, when a intense pain bloomed behind my right eye. This was followed by quick shocks, like lightning bolts. As the school day came and went, the discomfort subsided and then came back with increased intensity. Multiple times that day I left a colleague with worksheets and ran to the staff bathroom to soak my face with cool water. I took aspirin, but the agony remained unbearable.
The attacks appeared repeatedly that fall, and once more in the spring, soon establishing an annual pattern. The autumn months were the worst, then the late winter. I could anticipate the pattern: aura in the morning, early twinges on the train, full-on pain in class by mid-morning. In late 2019, a doctor finally referred me to a specialist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headaches.
Cluster headaches typically start with severe pain behind one eye that persists for several hours.
Approximately 1 in 1000 people suffer by the disorder, and males are more frequently affected. Cluster headaches typically start with abrupt, severe pain focused on a single eye that reaches its peak within minutes and continues for as long as three hours. Attacks occur in cycles, daily or several times a day, and are associated with tearing eyes, sagging eyelids or face sweating. I have the episodic form, which occurs in periodic bouts; some patients have chronic attacks, defined by the lack of extended pain-free periods.
What connects sufferers is the severity. One research paper scored the pain at 9.7 10, higher than broken bones or pancreatitis. Another discovered 64% of cluster patients experienced thoughts of self-harm amid bouts; the number fell to four percent when they were pain-free.
One patient, 74, a chronic sufferer from Pembrokeshire, isn't surprised. Her attacks started when she was two. “I would throw myself on the floor and bang my head. That was attributed to being spoiled,” she says. Her symptoms deteriorated through her youth. Drinking in her adolescence, similar to several triggers, made things more intense. After drinking sherry at her school leaving party, she recalls barely being able to see on the bus home.
Her relatives often mistook her attacks as drunken behavior. Understanding eventually came from her parent and then from her husband, her spouse. “I was very lucky to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs found clerical work after moving, but often hid her illness. She was fired from one job, in part due to time off during attacks. Her definitive diagnosis came in the early 2000s at a national neurology center.
Still, the failure to organize life around unpredictable pain took its toll. She especially disliked being unable to plan social events, being seen as unreliable as a co-worker, and even having to be looked after by her children during the paralysis caused by the worst episodes. “It robs you of the small liberties we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She remembers winning tickets for a major concert, only to have an attack inside a facility.
Headaches have been described across the ages. “The earliest account of headache comes by way of the Mesopotamians in 4000BC,” write experts in a publication on the topic. They attributed the ailment to an evil spirit who attacked his sufferers' heads.
Ancient healing texts suggest unusual remedies for what modern observers would classify as a headache disorder. In the medieval times, severe headache was recognised as a separate condition, with therapies including bloodletting to other, more folk remedies.
It was a Dutch doctor who provided the initial comprehensive description of a cluster-type attack. In his writings, he speaks of a patient “afflicted with a very intense headache happening and vanishing daily at specific hours”.
The disorder were only formally classified by global medical societies in the late 1980s. From the 1960s to the 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a issue with a key artery which delivers blood to the head. Leading specialists in diagnosing the condition note this.
In 1998, researchers published the results of a study for which they had induced attacks in patients and observed the episodes in a brain scanner. The data, featured in a major medical publication, showed activation of the hypothalamus, which is in charge for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in pain, and a deactivation when they felt better.
Despite such advances, diagnosis remains slow. Jamie Charteris's symptoms began in 1986 and felt like “a balloon being inflated behind my left eye”. Doctors thought he had a sinus issue; he had four surgeries before finally being diagnosed in recently, after a physician looked up his complaints.
Neurologists say delays in diagnosing and treatment occur because patients are rarely seen during an episode. “You're exhausted and depressed, but not in agony,” one says. He proceeds by ruling out other common headache conditions, such as migraine, before diagnosing the disorder. A detailed history is crucial: on which side do symptoms occur? For how long? What season? Are there precipitating factors, such as certain foods? Specific features such as redness, sagging eyelids and stuffy nose help verify the diagnosis. Once identified, patients may be sent to dedicated clinics. But a lot of first go to A&E or are given inadequate therapies.
A charity trustee, in her late seventies, has experienced cluster headaches for most of her adult life, although she hasn't had an attack since recent years. When she was in her twenties, she had her teeth pulled because dentists misinterpreted her symptoms. She thinks dentists still need greater awareness. When a sufferer sought help from a charity, it was Chapman who replied. I remember calling a support line during an attack in early 2021; a reassuring volunteer guided me through oxygen therapy and medication until the attack eased.
Official guidelines on management recommend that sufferers are offered high-dose oxygen and/or a specific drug administered by injection. No oral painkillers or opioids should be used. Prophylactic choices include a blood pressure medication, which apparently soothes the bouts of well-known individuals.
But leading neurologists argue the official guidelines need revising to reflect a more defined treatment pathway and help GPs avoid misprescribing. For periodic patients, the treatment window is everything: “The length of the cycle determines the approach.” Brief bouts with occasional attacks are managed with acute treatment only. More prolonged or more severe bouts require preventives such as certain drugs, sometimes paired with corticosteroids. Many patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a bout – an procedure into the side of the head where the discomfort is that decreases nerve signals.
The official guidelines need revising to reflect a